Since I have not heard a word from you about what happened not even an apology!
I want to clear this stuff off my chest and move on...away from you.
This is not the beginning of an argument this is the end, you can reply to this if u want but I will delete any email or comment, hang up on any phone calls and basically ignore anything you have to say about this because frankly this is my opinion and im sick of you finding ways to make it all my fault.... Im assuming that’s what you’ve managed to do because otherwise you’d have apologised.
Firstly I’ll admit you said you 'felt bad about inviting me because u wanted some alone time with Damon’ you never actually uninvited me so I was under the impression that you still wanted me to come. Most people who hear this statement agree that this in no way equated to you are not invited.
To support this I was talking to Kurt about having forgotten to organise a place for us too meet after school in Legal last period that day and he told me that you were talking to him the period before (after we had spoken and you had said nothing more to ME on the matter) about how you had no idea what to do in the situation clearly you yourself realised that the situation had not been resolved yet you had no qualms absolutely no trouble about getting into Damon’s car and driving off without a second thought as to me, where I was waiting or my feelings....
You are selfish Courtney everything must always be about you and nothing is your fault...Think about it somehow every fight you blame me and want me to talk to you first basically to pretend that im really in the wrong in your mind.
I give fault where fault is due.... You make yourself look like this innocent little angel every time well your not Courtney you are just plain selfish and inconsiderate. It's not just to me either you do it with Damon, you do it with all your friends and even when you are in trouble with your parents...maybe if you stopped lying to them they wouldn’t punish you.
Secondly what you did that day wasn’t just about standing up someone you supposedly cherish as a friend it shows that you picked your boyfriend over your friends… it’s the second time you have done it, You obviously have no respect for your friends and they will be the ones you will need to turn to if god forbid you and Damon break up…. Again.
I do not want to be friends with you anymore I’m sick of the friendship I have with you and this isn’t one of those oh we will become better friends over a period of time this is I do not want to be your friend again ever…. I do not want to talk to you again ever unless I need to be civil or discuss a neutral matter and I never want to revive a friendship with you… You are in the wrong in this situation Courtney and I will not be made to stand the disrespect to myself of this situation being my fault…there is too much proof to the contrary of this…I never asked to be invited you invited me of your own free will, I was never uninvited by you, you talking to Kurt means you know you didn’t specifically tell me I wasn’t invited anymore, you didn’t let me know that you had already left with Damon and you would have happily let me wait, and you were too gutless to face me and apologise.
It was fucking rude and conceited of you to assume you could be that careless and selfish to a friend…you are not the type of friend I want to have around me.
If it makes you feel better about yourself to blame me then by all means go ahead because my friends and the people close to me understand that its not my fault and realise how selfish you are being.
They are also dumbfounded about how you can possibly conclude that it is my fault; one friend suggested you had had multiple lobotomies….
So this is goodbye and I hope you manage to wake up to yourself and if not then I hope you don’t fuck up your life irreversibly.
For the sake of the people that still actually like you